Friday, January 30, 2009

mazlinna malek

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . tagged me . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

....................................................................cheah...right.......well here goes....

  1. i'm single. well i like being "taken" but i get rimas way too easy
  2. i love rugby. i dont play, but hey, its a game where hot buff men wear super tight shorts xD
  3. i own a guitar but i dont know how to play it
  4. i think my name is unique. haha
  5. i consider weird as unique
  6. i like weird! 8D
  7. i really wanted to be an archaeologist once
  8. i want curly hair but instead i have this super straight hair DAMN IT!
  9. i'm surprised if "somebody" knows my name. takes me off guard haha
  10. i think i need more boob. what do you think? xD
  11. i eat like a pig and yet i stay the same
  12. i dont look like a drummer
  13. some people say i look like a cheerleader i mean WTF?!
  14. they want me to enter cheer. HELL NO.
  15. my future has got to do with showbiz and the entertainment world
  16. and i am to marry a chef/singer/bassist/ultra hunk with a precious heart/the ideal Edward Cullen/a jock HAHAHAHHAA!
  17. i have this fear of knives
  18. its really difficult for me to like someone. hmm :/
  19. am really jealous that Chris Martin of Coldplay married FREAKING-GWYNETH PALTROW! zomg that lucky woman. ARGH!!
  20. i think my face is like really chubby and it bothers me
  21. i accidentally entered a men's toilet once cause i freaking wanna pee. while peeing, thoughts to self, "i have never seen those sort of tempat wudhu before...hmm.... wait, are those URINALS??" hahahaha!
  22. i have never gotten a brand new phone from its' own box. i'm so kuno. yes, i wear hand-me-downs.
  23. i'm sometimes the odd girl out
  24. i think i'm cool sometimes. lame sometimes.
  25. just loves to act. hire me :3

haih. dont say anything about the above. everyones tagged. I MEAN IT!


okay. fine. i'm going to forget that it ever happened and move on. BECAUSE I, HANAN SYAHMI, HAVE A LIFE. :D!
i shall remind myself constantly now that my alter ego is locked away in a safe place. the alter ego who loves to curse and do nasty stuff like pick a fight.
man. what am i a nun now? HAR HAR XD

so, something interesting happened today. some of my old schoolmates decided to crash my crib and do god-knows-what. HAHA no lah. we watched movies and eat samosas a.k.a "triangle cakes" bak kata Ainaa and cold and non-crispy banana fritters which umm Raihan bought i guess. thanks guys for the somewhat delightful-stomach-filling-cold food :D
i certainly enjoyed our little soirée. come and terjah my house again!

we watched this. its nice. and weird. made my heart go rainbow :3
its like really sweet if you get to fall in love with your high school sweetheart.
its so in right now. find a guy whose still in school like you. be a couple. and stay that way until he proposes and get married and battle hardships together forever. sure, sounds easy when i put it this way.

and this coming from an immatured-zany-weird girl who knows no meaning of love, dont take it.


but it'll be cool though.

at first i thought..."Juno? isnt that the scary japanese movie or something?"

and later i thought...."Juno?. . . . what a weird name. suits the weird girl."

despite all the weirdness, this movie is highly recommended by me, the weird girl herself. (gee how many times have i typed weird?) . . .
(weird.... o.o')
and and and it has awesome songs!!! well.... thats what i think :p
so kudos to Juno. her sister has a weirder (weird again) name. Liberty Bell i'm like WATDA??

You're a part time lover and a full time friend

The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I will find my nitch in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

see told ya its sweet :)

Thursday, January 29, 2009

oh my effing god

STOP STALKING ME GOD DAMN IT! dont you have any originality whatsoever? do you have to duplicate something whats mine?! do you?? if you dislike me or anything, why the hell are you copying me? its bloody fine if youre my friend i guarantee you that. but last time i checked, youre not.

its so irritating and irrationally annoying! dear, i know youre a nobody and you try to be "cool", but please, leave me out of your facade. your mirage. its just a mirage its not reality dumbass. and i am SO NOT COOL WITH YOU!

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh. *deep breath*

sorry for the bombshell up there. i should mind my manners. he he.
so, how was your day? :D
mine? oh it was splendid. i watched movies all day and went cycling later that evening.
and my feet got really numb and i got a headache as a bonus. wow! :D

ive got nothing on my mind. yet another failed attempt at blogging my heart out. lol.
go visit my sister's blog. there are goofy pictures of me. again. bai

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

damn i'm so jealous

Dakota on New Moon: "I Really Hope It Works Out"

Dakota Fanning may not be saying much about joining the cast of the Twilight sequel, but yesterday she did confirm she's in talks to play Jane!

As I exclusively reported last week, the 14-year-old child star has been offered the role of the young killer bloodsucker in the movie adaptation of New Moon, the second book in Stephenie Meyer's bestselling teenage vampire series.

"It's definitely possible. I really hope it works out," Fanning told while promoting her latest flick Push. "It would be a really fantastic experience I'm sure."

Director Chris Weitz is so confident that Fanning is right for the part, he offered it to without even an audition. Filming of the much-anticipated flick begins in March in the U.S. and Italy.

A member of the deadly Volturi, Jane is described in a casting notice as a petite blonde with a "Botticelli angel-like face…[and] crimson irises."

An online petition to cast Fanning as Jane has seen a huge bump in signatures ever since my story broke on Wednesday.

A rep for the studio, Summit Entertainment, reportedly confirmed Fanning is one of the actors being considered for the role.

If it happens, Fanning will join returning stars Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart and Taylor Lautner, among others. New Moon is set to open in November.


awww she's so lucky. makes me wonder when is my career going to be launched. fishsticks.
i wanna start supporting myself and my my family already. seriously. i might be young and not fully matured yet hehe, but hey, you gotta start soon.
one role that i think i wanna grab in The Twilight Saga; Bree. the bloodthirsty newborn vampire in Eclipse. MUAHAHAH! well her characteristics are easy to imply to myself. especially the short dark hair part. lol.

and surprisingly, my mom supports me in whatever it is that i wanna do. hmm...
my dad on the other hand. . .

oh and,


may your year of the ox bring you manyak-manyak ong and wealth. eat lotsa prosperity burger. it'll do ya good. HAHA!

note to Zkay :

weh cina! kata nak ajak dtg rumah. he he he he xD
did you go shopping or not? and give some ang pau leh!!

ouh, and i tak reti add maths question 2. bye :)

note to Iylia a.k.a codename "nice" :


. . . . . . .

ehhh wait i forgot what to say!! Dx

uhh haha nevermind then. till then. ciao.

Saturday, January 24, 2009


Rob stripteasing? he he he :D~

Thursday, January 15, 2009


Vanessa Hudgens Auditions for Twilight Sequel

Now here's a role Vanessa Hudgens would like to sink her teeth into.

The High School Musical star has auditioned for the part of werewolf Leah Clearwater in the Twilight sequel New Moon, according to Ashley Green, who played Alice in Twilight.

"I think she'd be great," Greene tells MTV.

As Leah, Hudgens, 20, would be a foil to Taylor Lautner, who will reprise his role as werewolf Jacob Black.

In the Stephenie Meyer novels, Leah is her pack's lone female werewolf – and a jilted one, at that. Unlike Hudgens's Gabriella in HSM, Leah experiences heartbreak, being ditched by classmate (and fellow werewolf) Sam Uley.

No. no no no... HOLY INCOGNITO! New Moon is gonna suck if she's going to be in it! its not like the casting already sucked! (despite my obsession for TTT, some of the actors in it dont fit well. other than Rob of course xD)
i mean, i think they can find a waayyy better good-looking Mike Newton. not to mention Jessica. she looks like a pathetic mediocre. HEHE no offense though.

i imagined Leah you know. . . stronger. she has to have to tough attitude and mentally fit. look at V. she's so. . lembik. har har. and her voice O.O
Leah doesnt sound like a chipmunk okay. and i thought Leah is supposed to be more matured-looking since she was Sam's ex. haha call me weird, but i'm just being honest.

i......still.........cant.............................imagine...............a really lembik girl......being a ferocious..........vampire-killing..........werewolf.


sigh. i've got homeworks to cram on. later dudes.

Monday, January 12, 2009


dont add, send messages nor comments anymore okay. my account is closed. and if it happens to be online, it's not me. period.

bye :3

Friday, January 09, 2009

i need superpower

hey. its me. again.

i want to watch Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging as recommended by females of the like

i want to watch Twilight again. for some reasons.

i want to have more verdant ideas. i think i need to sit on my thinking chair. allocated in the toilet. ehem ehem.

i want a new story book. A.S.A.P. its not the perfect time to read these sorta books but i want one. i just do. and WHERE IS MY AMAZING GRACE??!!

for coolios who supports underground cinema and have a totally different perspective on seeing crap as art, i suggest you watch this movie

well...not entirely crap. hehe minta maaf terlebih dahulu.

we get to see

Hayden dude. more known as Anakin Skywalker. yeah, much cooler. haha

Factory Girl, tells a life of a poor disrupted rich girl named Edie Sedgwick. She took off from art school cambridge to live in NY. Enter, Chick Wein. He took Edie under his wing and introduce her into the Manhattan's social crowd. There she met Andy Warhol.

The story developed into the life in the Factory - a studio of Andy Warhol - and the making of a Superstar - Edie Sedgwick. The confused relationship between Andy Warhol and Edie Sedgwick. The drug addiction life of Edie. The smitten Edie to a famous folk singer --the Musician. And The dysfunctional aristocrat family of the Sedgwicks.

Although the Factory Girl clearly giving a unpleasant reputation for Bob Dylan and especially, Andy Warhol. However, if that's what really happened or partially happened in the past or in the life of Edie Sedgwick, why criticized and refuse to believe?

Is it the bigger their names, the more pretentious the life they're living in?
Edie Sedgwick's laugh says it all.
"fluttery debutante laugh, that mixture of Warholian cool and little-girl terror.".

the real Andy Warhol and Edie Sedgwick.
sadly, i didnt catch the ending. big bummer. this moobie is freaking awesome. check it out yaw

i want a new hobby.

i want one book in particular *hint hint*.
Midnight Sun. finished the whole saga. but incomplete without the grand finale. hope its not the last one though. mengada haha.

oh, and i want to delete my myspace. toodles <3

holy shietzu!

omgrockshiznit FIRST WEEK IS OVER!!

*sound of chiming bells..laaaaa*

its been really hectic. and boring. i can sleep. so.. so... boring o.o
didnt expect it to turn out this way but, Anisah, slap me if i doze off. woman, you hold the key to my eternal success that is yet to be found out in the future! :D

me and some of my friends are faced with a challenge. wait, challenges. yeah Najwa, if youre reading this, you know what i mean. it'll be hard. being on stage, putting a poker face on. hurk.

i ran into Fufu this afternoon. was shocked :o . haha. heard Lia has an admirer. ANOTHER admirer. hehehehe ayuni are you reading this? some of kakak's friends call her code name- "nice". i know right like what the. . nice?. . . .
chill Lia bebeh, i will protect you from all of these pedophiles! i shall quote, "do not harm my little virgin" *wink wink*
fine i'll give you guys a head start. she judges a book by its' cover. best of luck ;D

i'm waiting for my alter ego to come back from vacation. yeah i've been really good. no cursing, no lazy, do homeworks and stuffs. but i kinda miss my old self. she'll be here on weekends i guess. or is it a he? WAH that'll be awesome. a guy as my alter ego/inner self. its fine since i already own a guy name. lol.
so, hurry back to me love.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

i'm going to witchita

hiya peepz. fo shizzle ma nizzle HAR DI HAR HAR
its Wednesday. its sunny. its boring.

i havent bought my school books yet. hehe :D our bm essays are due this Friday, and i have no idea what are the questions. yeah, i'm digging my own grave :)
curse bio. curse chemistry. curse add maths. arg arg arg.

my wish is to be ignored and invincible this year. well, its not granted. too bad that my existence is acknowledged by classmates. i had no idea they knew my name. heh.

i'm quite satisfied cause Aimi, Yen Yi, Chia Pei a.k.a Hippo and Anisah are in the same class. makes the environment a wee bit better despite the humongous distance between Lia's class and mine. and dont even mention Tia's class. AND YAYA! omg i miss her.

hmm i wonder whats Rye doing. since she's school-less for now. ha ha. she misses school. gila unbelievable LOL. and Aini. i wonder if she got her license yet. hmm :/

why am i asking all of these questions? dont i have a life? *slaps self*

you took a white orchid and turned it blue

Sunday, January 04, 2009


first official post of the year 2009. it's going to be life changing.

what happened in the previous year;

  • Heath Ledger delivered his best performance as the joker. and passed away. R.I.P (4th April 1979-22 January 2008)
  • got a brilliant new friend. world, meet Iylia :)
  • Obama made it as the first black president. and he banned gay marriages.
  • Britney's comeback leaves people wanting more
  • my cat Camy gave birth to another litter
  • 8/08/2008 tied billions of lovers in holy matrimony
  • i think 20/08/2008 is a nicer date
  • PMR. sigh
year 2008 brought a lot of ups and downs. i've never cried that much in one year.
hardships, friendships, relationships, all that ships. 2009 has a lot more to offer.
a more isolated-stressful-challenging-freaky year. shining bright ahead. wuh, cant wait. dont you hear the enthusiasm in my tone?.....not...

it's not going to be the same. Rye is no longer around. my friends are all going to be in different classes. i'm still stuck in the same school. wait, thats normal. heh
honestly, i still dont know what stream to pick. its all just too.... confusing.
my results are qualified for all of them. i just have to choose. gahh stupid stuffs nagging on me

BIRTHDAY. i am going to dread this day. loathe it. despise it. absolutely hate it.
16 sounds so wrong. no its not "sweet". its o-l-d.
15 sounds just perfect to me. it doesnt sound old. its still young and fun but just a bit matured.
too bad the years dont add the maturity.

and it was all yellow....

Friday, January 02, 2009


Tagged by Faye Froggy :3

1. Are you single?
:: yes :D
2. Are you happy about that?
:: yeap yeap yeap
3. Are you bored?
:: not so
4. Are you sad?
:: i dont think so
5. Are you a queen/king control?
:: heh. no. leave me out of things. i'll die happy
6. Are you plastic?
:: NOPE. i believe i'm too smart to be one. haha
8. Are you cool?
:: no... :D
9. Are you chinese?
:: nah
10.Who are you?
:: a mystery

1. Initials :: HM, HS
2. Nicknames :: an, hunn, superfly
3. Birth place :: KL baby
4. Hair color :: black
5. Age :: 15. and not ageing.
6. Eye color :: brown
7. Birthday :: 12th of May
8. Mood :: okay-ish
9. Favorite colors :: neutral colours
10. Left or right handed :: rait!

1. Smile or eyes :: both leh! (bak kata sue faye)
2. Light or dark hair :: dark with highlights? haha mengada
3. Hugs or kisses :: both both :)
4. Intelligence or attraction? :: both. duh
5. Hook-up or relationship :: uhh next
6. Trust or love? :: both
7. Long distance or close? :: close *smug*
8. Call or text? :: both? heee
9. Older or younger? :: i dont know. i'm too young to think about this!
10.Looks or Personality :: personality first.

1. Last phone call you made :: home
2. Last phone call you received :: nabyla
3. Last person/people you hung out with? :: iylia hehe
4. Last person to text you :: phone rosak
5. Last person you tickled? :: tetot the cat
6. Last person you danced with? :: umm... iylia?
7. Last person you hugged? :: iylia iylia iylia
8. Last person you ate with? :: izzat emir as'ad
9. Last person you sat in the car with? :: tak habis-habis iylia. hisshh
10. Last person you kissed? :: tetot i guess. ouh wait person?

Kakak aku
and whoever reads this retarded post