watched Twilight. okay la. so so. im reading the book now. HAHA
weird je baca buku after the movie. well, am in desperate need of bahan bacaan. lol.
so. im utterly deaf. due to the jamming session earlier. gila babs.
at one point, i tried to talk to myself. i couldnt even hear myself thinking. then i went, " AKU PEKAK "
NGAHA HA
anyways,
i know understand why everybody wants to marry Edward Cullen. yes, he is absurdly handsome and feggin attractive. i just drooled for him because he used to play Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter. he looks more human in that movie. which makes me turned on. wooo.
fuck Cho Chang.
pentamak. harry pun nak. cedric pun nak. WHATS NEXT? albus pun dia nak. hahaha
dah la ada irish accent.
"watch out Harry. its a bit eicy on the steirs."
the world is unfair. dang.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
hingar-bingar
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Hajj
they just left about two hours ago. i didnt want to let him go. i cried on his ihram. he said its gonna be okay, theyre gonna come back. more tears poured.
what if they dont? i'm trying to think positive. really. but theyre so far away. they cant look after us, we cant look after them. insyaAllah, they will arrive home safe and unharmed. mom was the happy one as usual. she is so much like my nenek. nenek going to umrah is just like her going to the market. mama was excited while we were all crying. heh. typical her.
well, i just pray that you all will arrive safely. i'll see you when january comes
this means i have to arrange school errands on my own. sigh.
Monday, November 24, 2008
disturbia
so i read PostSecret as usual. i saw this very very very veryy VERYYYYYY disturbing picture. blegh
the minute i realized it got out of my head, the picture popped again. its feggin disgusting EWW
warning; jgn baca Post Secret skrg tau. tunggu 2 bulan baru baca balik.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Aches
so i emo-ed today. sigh. it was like sudden stroke of pain and suffocation. my heart was pumping fast and my chest was almost bursting. i didnt know it was going to hurt like this. the pain was excruciatingly horrible and tears flood out. i wish nothing but to erase the memories that hugs on sweet lies and heart-warming promises that was said to be done. i tried. and yes. it is hard. its kindled in me. here, my heart.
yeah. go ahead. pull your trigger.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
and so im bored
1. The person who tagged you is?
- Iylia anak Abd Wahab
2. Your relationship with her/him is?
- les partner. HAH AMIK KAU
3. Your five impressions of her/him?
- short hehehehe
- she looks like a doll
- she understands me hehe
- likes to touch my boobs =_=
- best friend :D
4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
- hmm. stand up for me? i guess la
5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
- "ngehehehe youre so zany"
6. If she/he became your lover you will?
- play the "Me So Horny" song and dance baby!
7. If she/he became your lover, a thing she/he has to improve on will be?
- her mulut
8. If she/he became your enemy, you will?
- haaa gila babs
9. If she/he became your enemy, the reason will be?
- aku bunuh bapak dia
11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
- petite :D
12. How do you think people around you feel about you?
- im not good at judging. what do you think bout me?
13. The character you love of yourself is?
- annoying :)
14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- being stupid
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
- arwah datuk
16. To people that care about and like you, say something.
- i heart you with all my heart ( i said heart twice weird)
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people whom you wish to know how they feel about you.
1-hana
2-rye
3-ainaa
4-kin
5-aiman
6-fufu
7-meg
8-fathiah
9-aku nak tag iylia jgak haha
10-*toot*
18. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?
19. Is no. 9 male or female?
- shemale :D
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- AHAHA. AHA. gay eh?
21. What is no. 2 studying?
- how to repair bicycles
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
- last time i called her
23. What genre of music does no. 8 like?
- she likes anything thats gedik
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
- myesss
25. Would you ever woo no. 3?
- "of course. she's super hot. and superfly." < jawapan iylia hahaha
26. How about no. 7?
- ngeheh. right.
27. Is no. 4 single?
- yeap yeap ;)
28. What is the surname of no. 5?
- omg i forgot
29. What’s the hobby of no. 10?
- gee i dunno. having short flings and play with peoples feelings and dump them just like that D: *angry face*
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
- i guess. they met only once
31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
- kgv la nanti. sobs
32. Say something casual about no. 1?
- twins baby
33. Have you ever tried developing feelings for no. 6?
- well were close. i guess. o__O
34. Where does no. 9 live?
- kampung warisan. cpt la. kata nak serang
35. What colour does no. 4 like?
- kin likes green tak silap. eh hana?
36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
- yes bebeh
37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
- ouh yeah (bagi gf dia la)
38. What is no. 6 doing now?
- he's on his way back home and gonna online anytime soon hehe
nak kench
boring.
boring nak mati.
hari-hari boring.
angkat pasu. vacuum rumah.
period.
SO. hahaha. a lot of movies comin up. and theres loadsa plan. nak tgk ni la, tu la
first to tackle; Twilight. Hana dah tunggu mcm beberapa bulan dah. and shes determined to see the movie the day it releases. reminds me of Suthasan =_=
gila. movie first day kluar. nak tgk first show jgak. bengong.
then then then i wanna watch Madagascar 2 soooo badly. hehehe. Bolt pun. the icky thing is Miley Cyrus punya suara annoying ada dlm cite tu. so...wtv la. i just wanna watch the fat hamster 8D
so yeah. just a quick post. to show you guys how lame my life is. toodles :)
hahaha
Monday, November 17, 2008
All Blacks menang!
haha hakka diorg lagi satisfying dari VI punya :D~~
so my open house was yesterday. some of my friends came. thanks for making an effort to come eyh ;)
kudos to;
Hana
Rye
Lia
Megat
Sut
and last but not least
Fufu :D
hehes. but agak ramai yg x dpt dtg. sob sob. nevermind, theres always a next time kan?
i had a great time. and the food, yummy :D :D :D
hehe. kan best kalau mkn tu terus gain weight. LOL
"well im his tall.."
"his TALL?"
"ehh. height. malunya =__="
HAHAHA LAUGH OUT LOUD. i had a great conversation too :)
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Couch Potato
nowadays, i fill my time with TV :D
i have absolutely no idea what i'll do without it. i hardly go online. =/ hardly eat now. sheesh.
so i decided to be a TV Junkie. haha. i watch a lotta sports haha
first off; Rugby :D
Ireland vs. Canada
ladies and gentlemen, this is Ronan O'Gara. number 10 and head of the Irish Rugby team. grr he's delicious
next, we have Tom Bowe. grawr. number 16 tak silap
i have this new passion for rugby now. its wayyy more interesting than SOCCER HAHA. and this sport involves big, buff and good-looking men ;)
i shall support them Irish now
all of this green reminds me of St. John -__________-next; Figure Skating
i went nuts when i heard The Nutcracker song :)
my personal favourite; Dan Zhang and Hao Zhang of China. i have to admit, chinese mmg semua sports dia terer kot. but these chinese up here^ are american chinese. haha. god i know everything -____-and theres loads more actually. i watched football, and wrestling! :D
RAW VS. SMACK DOWN awuu awwuuu. wrestlemania wehh! aku nak pegii!!!!
Disturbia;
"what does it smell like?"
"a corpse of a rotting hottie"
AHAHAHAHAH. go and watch it. Shia is soo yummy mmmm :D~
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Sepet
mata pun dah sepet nangis tgk cite sepet =_______________________=
seriously. i cried alone while watching the movie. till 3 o'clock in the morning. it was truly an A++ with golden star lagi tu punya movie.
i enjoyed it. i laughed, i cried, and i felt. :)
the idea of having a chinese boyfriend is now kinda charming. HAHAHA
i get to call him Ah Yang x) but it is sweet. naahh. mine is NanYang.
so whats up people. yawww (dah kena jangkit kat eera)
ive just finished playing the ps. i felt like The Need For Speed *rockin face*
i think im going blind or something. i cant see the roads properly and i keep hitting them walls or whatever.
regardless of my cacatness, i still beat ijat at this game. MUAHAH
ok my blog sucks rite now so bai
boret
Start
1659 hours
Name
Hanan Syahmi As'ad Mas'od
Shoe size
7
What are you weari
shorts and a liverpool fc shirt wth
Where
planet earth
Favor
2 hehe (couples/doubles/twins!/middle/the magic number) hahaha
Favor
tea :)
Favor
May
***********Have You Ever*
Been in a bath tub:
yes rawr
Swam in the ocean
uhumm
Falle
hobby sekolah
Broke
uhh next
Fell off your chair
yes :D
Saved
nope. yes?
***********What is************
Your room like:
messy :)
What'
um stuff dan perkara ghaib :s
What is the last thing
food!
------------Ever Had-------------
Chick
yes i did a long time ago
Sore throa
yes and i think i sounded very sexy ;)
Stitc
nope.
Broke
yerrmm no. but i wanna know how it feels like
-----------Do You-----------
Belie
yes :(
Like picni
yess. theres food involved
----------Who----------
Who was the last perso
rye kot
Who last made you smile
fufu :)
Who did you last yell at?
kakak i guess
----------Final
Hate someo
nah
Diamo
diamonds are a girls' best friend
Are you the Eldes
TIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKK! *tears hair*
-------Today
Talk to someo
yes i did-ehhh
Kiss anyon
i kissed my cat. and i liked it
Get sick?
"i got stomach ache" haha
Talke
chat je
Miss someo
aiceh.
----------Last perso
You talke
im on the phone weyy
Have a crush
ive got cruches, and ive been crushed
What books
NO. I NEED NEW BOOKS LIKE NOW
Best feeli
being free, right and loved
Futur
zomglolwtfbbq i dont know yet
Do you Sleep
i got cow :D
What'
lantai
Favor
sanctuaries
Dance
never slow danced before. with guys la
Who do you reall
me sometimes
Ever liked
currently -_-
You lonel
not so.
What time is it now?
1731 hours
finito! ok mr. now go and do it. yes you go!
Saturday, November 08, 2008
bruised ke abused
pelvis i sakit nak mati x(
stupid shit. nak holiday pun tak boleh enjoy habis. heh. yeah and i mean it literally. our school gives out Holiday Homeworks EVERY YEAR. how lame is that? teachers will blackmail us to finish em because the marks will be contributed into our first exam of the year. sebanyak 5% jeeeee
pffth. ive never completed them :)
*wink*
and im not sure even how am i supposed to finish em. i dont have even one holiday homework haha!
this is the cause of hari-hari-ponteng-sekolah punya penyakit.
lolol
but some are despearately in need of the 5 % sbb nak perfect sangat markah. ahh well whatever
MOVING ON.......
so i hear everybody (well..i guess) is like emo-ishh right now. i mean its contagious! its spreading like SARS (Sekolah Agama Rakyat Sedunia har di har har)
pity Lia. and i miss Hana like mcm beribu-ribu lemons punya byk. BABES OF THE WORLD, lets get together and cook a big pot of friendship. hehehehehe
well ive got so much to tell you guys. but i dont have the chance to. so much to do, so little time.
apa kena mengena tetibe?.....
if you guys need me, i'll be there to make you smile :D
kan i sunshine spreader
he he he
hmm hmm. its getting hotter nowadays. reminds me of puasa.
Ramadan means, Panas terik. thats what i remembered lol. kalau salah tafsir, maaf ye :D
dah la panas, boring. mashugennah betul (learned that word from The Nanny. act, not even sure what it means)
ive got nothing else to blog about. i guess im that lame. hah bai
Friday, November 07, 2008
Monkey see, Monkey do
just finished reading Hana's bloggie. hehe i got inspired lol xD
year 2008 is nearly coming to an end. unexpected events happened today and causes some new affairs. it is truely a dramatic day for me.
well you know the drill, me being hyper and annoying among my friends and irritate them et cetera et cetera.... today had a different turn. well yeah, band was amusing. sensitive issues come undone. haih..
well talking about next year. it has come to my attention that i have to set my goals straight and make new year resolutions and actually perform them haha. i think one of them is going to be "finish holiday homework" pffthh. satu holiday homework pun tarakkk
yeah sure when you get them at first your smart brain says " ohh yeah this should be fun! it would be no trouble at all to finish em *fake smile*" nanti time cuti tak buat jgak.
tsk tsk tsk. hanan hanan x)
HAHAHAHA. yes i talk to myself piss off buckarooney
hmm hmm some goals for now;
- get active. my fitness is way off even walking tortures me
- get new books to read
- make house clean and dust free as if
- learn how to bake something hm
- buy new stuff
- buy new clothing
- buy new undergarments
- figure out hair traumas
- get in touch with spiritual self and cleanse soul haha
- build up confidence and self esteem lol
tetibe rasa mcm byk je 10 tu. xD actually theres more. but i think theyre out of my reach. heh. lets just say, i crave for something priceless.
well i'm tired. thanks for tuning in to The Boring Blog :D
Thursday, November 06, 2008
sigh
hey. its me again. yes, i'm still having my period and still suffering from unconditional mood swings. haih. imagine that youre incredibly happy one moment and freakingly down the next. its like a monster is eating from inside and your dignity is somehow raped from you. O.O . i have a fear of sexual abuse. ahh help.
its stupid when youre mad at someone. then when they act all cute and such you smile. D:
sucks big time la. bodoh siod =____=
heh. this is me. being mad at myself again. well. tomorrow is going to be the last day of school. i'm gonna be present to entertain some lifeless people. har di har har
well something did cheered me up today. went out with sut and megat. watched Quantum of Solace. yeah. the first show plak tu. gila punya budak. it was nice. wootooot.
and and and i bought two new awesome t-shirts :D
haha superheroes plak tu. rockin shirts wiee :)
at least something cheered me up. heh. sut's sister is generous enough to buy us late lunch. beef shawarma tastes so good hingga menjilat jari. he he.
ok la. bai
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Tired
yes hello fellow readers. (or i dont have them?) i'm officially going to say it. I am tired of my life. it has been boring ever since..uhh... nevermind. you know, its irritating when something really good happens to come along and then suddenly wants to cast away from you. its like, having a new bike. yeah and youre really thrilled that you own the coolest bike on earth and suddenly they have to take your bike back. why? because you havent actually paid for it yet. HAHAH. well sorta.
i'm really not sure what i'm trying to vacalise here. but i just want to rant by myself and talk crap because i'm kinda deppressed and all. and yeah i am having my period (haha) but current affairs has got to do with these unconditional, freaky mood swings of mine.
gosh mood swings. its like my sister D:
haha anyways. school is gonna be over soon. and Eera said that this Friday will be her last day of attendeing school this year and thats it. its a rap! well its gonna be my last aswell. hehe sorry tiru =p . SPM is in 7 days people. and i'm nervous for my friends. if i were them, i would be worried as hell and forcing myself to read eventhough the knowledge doesnt really sticks in my memory but i see them still ya know...chillin and stuff. hehe must be nice 8D
like the fish sings, dont worry, be happy HAR DI HAR HAR
i wonder whats going through his head now...or her head.... hmm. if only i was psychic kan. must be cool. and i can be the rockin "sister" that Ajiq always say. ye la compliment :p
see? i'm talking to myself. i do that a lot. omg i think i'm not even gonna get one single A for my PMR. yes, i am that unconfident and unsure of myself. some friends (haha Rye) says that i'm gonna get straight. friggin BULLSHIT. harapan la. even my sis didnt get perfect. but still, her results traumatizes me somehow. hehe. it sucks when you didnt turn out as smart as your siblings or your cousins are.
last weekend; Johor Tok's House;
Hanan : PMR susah la uncle...
Uncle Amil : ye ke susah? apa tu... Ija kata senang je *smiley sickly face*
H : MANA ADA! noooooooo =p
UA : haa cuba tanya
******
UA : eh eh PMR senang tak?
Ija : ok je :)
H : *monolog dalaman* eleeeh... budak sarawak pandai kot... xp
she only said history was hard. damn yeah.
she'll do better than me :(
ok peeps. i shall be my emo self now. goodbye. i'm gonna eat some bananas now.
Monday, November 03, 2008
drill drill bang bang
well i read my friends' blogs today.
Nisa punya birthday dah lepas. HAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY XD
gila aku outdated. actually, i knew it was ur birthday, but i just went, "ouh happy birthday nisa" sorg2.
how lame.
call me creepy, but he's addiction xD
HAHAHA. ok kill me
but since its like kinda late hah wheres the spirit of not going to school and im kinda craving for ice-cream and banana (some people call it banana split. ingenious) i think imma go first
lepaskan geram kat pisang lagi bagus kot.
