Aches

so i emo-ed today. sigh. it was like sudden stroke of pain and suffocation. my heart was pumping fast and my chest was almost bursting. i didnt know it was going to hurt like this. the pain was excruciatingly horrible and tears flood out. i wish nothing but to erase the memories that hugs on sweet lies and heart-warming promises that was said to be done. i tried. and yes. it is hard. its kindled in me. here, my heart.


yeah. go ahead. pull your trigger.