Hajj

they just left about two hours ago. i didnt want to let him go. i cried on his ihram. he said its gonna be okay, theyre gonna come back. more tears poured.

what if they dont? i'm trying to think positive. really. but theyre so far away. they cant look after us, we cant look after them. insyaAllah, they will arrive home safe and unharmed. mom was the happy one as usual. she is so much like my nenek. nenek going to umrah is just like her going to the market. mama was excited while we were all crying. heh. typical her.

well, i just pray that you all will arrive safely. i'll see you when january comes

this means i have to arrange school errands on my own. sigh.