Wednesday, December 10, 2008

sedih

currently healing from stupid fever and stomach aches. sucks having to feel this was especially after Raya Haji. having to lie all day on your deathbed. sort of. jgn marah :p

well, if im really sick, it did come to a point where i wish i was dead instead.


kalau hanan mati macam mana?


sigh. would it even made any difference?


i just want my mama and babah now. and my arwah datuk.


its just one of those hopeless emo days.

Monday, December 08, 2008

Iylia Abd Wahab

lia says:
ckp laa. it was my friend's bday
lia says:
lalala~
hanan fangs says:
HEHHH
hanan fangs says:
bapak aku baru jadi haji kau nk aku jadi pentipu
hanan fangs says:
aduhhh

these people are making me psychotic!

lia says:
*****'s bday is close
lia says:
tk tipuuu
lia says:
haa
hanan fangs says:
like im friends with him...
lia says:
but u do know him
hanan fangs says:
so?...


and i shall not fail! i'm being difficult. ladidaaa~
hee :)
you cant spank me. i'm just a virgin * innocent face*

sorry la bebeh. i cant go out. because i have no money. i do, but i have to save em up for school. i've practices okayyy. PLEASE BE CONSIDERATE.
tak mcm kawan aku ni;

hanan fangs says:
end of solution
hanan fangs says:
hanan = no money = cant go
lia says:
fuck it
lia says:
haha

have you no stomach woman? ( lol tryna sound like "tidak berhati perut". or so it goes.. )
i dont wanna go out to Pavi like a pengemis. whatever i'm gonna spend on is sooo gonna burn a hole in my pocket. ngeheh so i cant go :)

I DONT HAVE MONEY LA.
pity me. sigh.

so you guys have fun without me. heeee * angelic smile *

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

i'll tremble for my love

yes. i watched Gubra. and i cried! yeay! :D :D
well i read everyones bloggie. i see Twilight everywhere haha

and i cant help it too.



hehe comel :D









dazzled?

Monday, December 01, 2008

triumphant

i finished reading Twilight. victorious me :)

now i know. yes,i admit and to my defeat, i am captivated by the beautiful Edward Cullen. i thought it wasnt possible, but the writer delivered the book with such seductive flare. damn, im caught! wait scratch that, it practically BURNT ME ALIVE D:
he was perfection. by the time you finish this book, you'll crave for more. suddenly, Edward is your new brand of heroin. *drool drool drool drool*

and future readers of the Twilight Saga ( you cant stop once you only read one book ), dont cry. HAHA. yes you will get jealous and you cant possibly ignore the amount of envy that mountained up inside you. lol. (wtf am i crapping) anyways, jangan bakar boyfriend anda jika dah baca buku ni. clear warning. har di har har

heh okay. im off to watch Gubra. i hope i can cry. wiee :)

DEAR HANA; i'm waiting for my New Moon :)
speaking of moon, yesterday my uncle said it was on the news. there it was, in the sky, Allah painted it with two other stars. the two stars were next to each other shining brightly and the moon was shaped like a smiling mouth. so, altogether, it looked like a smiling face without no nose of course. it was superbly cute :D
too bad we own no hebat camera.

haha bai



I’ll seek you out,
Slay you alive
One more word and you won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour

Saturday, November 29, 2008

hingar-bingar

watched Twilight. okay la. so so. im reading the book now. HAHA

weird je baca buku after the movie. well, am in desperate need of bahan bacaan. lol.


so. im utterly deaf. due to the jamming session earlier. gila babs.

at one point, i tried to talk to myself. i couldnt even hear myself thinking. then i went, " AKU PEKAK "



NGAHA HA

anyways,

i know understand why everybody wants to marry Edward Cullen. yes, he is absurdly handsome and feggin attractive. i just drooled for him because he used to play Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter. he looks more human in that movie. which makes me turned on. wooo.

fuck Cho Chang.

pentamak. harry pun nak. cedric pun nak. WHATS NEXT? albus pun dia nak. hahaha
dah la ada irish accent.

"watch out Harry. its a bit eicy on the steirs."

the world is unfair. dang.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Hajj

they just left about two hours ago. i didnt want to let him go. i cried on his ihram. he said its gonna be okay, theyre gonna come back. more tears poured.

what if they dont? i'm trying to think positive. really. but theyre so far away. they cant look after us, we cant look after them. insyaAllah, they will arrive home safe and unharmed. mom was the happy one as usual. she is so much like my nenek. nenek going to umrah is just like her going to the market. mama was excited while we were all crying. heh. typical her.

well, i just pray that you all will arrive safely. i'll see you when january comes

this means i have to arrange school errands on my own. sigh.

Monday, November 24, 2008

disturbia

so i read PostSecret as usual. i saw this very very very veryy VERYYYYYY disturbing picture. blegh

the minute i realized it got out of my head, the picture popped again. its feggin disgusting EWW

warning; jgn baca Post Secret skrg tau. tunggu 2 bulan baru baca balik.






irish men are hot. serious shit

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Aches

so i emo-ed today. sigh. it was like sudden stroke of pain and suffocation. my heart was pumping fast and my chest was almost bursting. i didnt know it was going to hurt like this. the pain was excruciatingly horrible and tears flood out. i wish nothing but to erase the memories that hugs on sweet lies and heart-warming promises that was said to be done. i tried. and yes. it is hard. its kindled in me. here, my heart.


yeah. go ahead. pull your trigger.

worthy of your time

http://totalwankers.blogspot.com


theyre good. really ;)

Thursday, November 20, 2008

and so im bored

1. The person who tagged you is?
- Iylia anak Abd Wahab

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
- les partner. HAH AMIK KAU

3. Your five impressions of her/him?
- short hehehehe
- she looks like a doll
- she understands me hehe
- likes to touch my boobs =_=
- best friend :D


4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
- hmm. stand up for me? i guess la

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
- "ngehehehe youre so zany"

6. If she/he became your lover you will?
- play the "Me So Horny" song and dance baby!

7. If she/he became your lover, a thing she/he has to improve on will be?
- her mulut

8. If she/he became your enemy, you will?
- haaa gila babs

9. If she/he became your enemy, the reason will be?
- aku bunuh bapak dia

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
- petite :D

12. How do you think people around you feel about you?
- im not good at judging. what do you think bout me?

13. The character you love of yourself is?
- annoying :)

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- being stupid

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
- arwah datuk

16. To people that care about and like you, say something.
- i heart you with all my heart ( i said heart twice weird)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people whom you wish to know how they feel about you.

1-hana

2-rye

3-ainaa

4-kin

5-aiman

6-fufu

7-meg

8-fathiah

9-aku nak tag iylia jgak haha

10-*toot*


18. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?

- nobody.

19. Is no. 9 male or female?
- shemale :D

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- AHAHA. AHA. gay eh?

21. What is no. 2 studying?
- how to repair bicycles

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
- last time i called her

23. What genre of music does no. 8 like?
- she likes anything thats gedik

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
- myesss

25. Would you ever woo no. 3?
- "of course. she's super hot. and superfly." < jawapan iylia hahaha

26. How about no. 7?
- ngeheh. right.

27. Is no. 4 single?
- yeap yeap ;)

28. What is the surname of no. 5?
- omg i forgot

29. What’s the hobby of no. 10?
- gee i dunno. having short flings and play with peoples feelings and dump them just like that D: *angry face*

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
- i guess. they met only once

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
- kgv la nanti. sobs

32. Say something casual about no. 1?
- twins baby

33. Have you ever tried developing feelings for no. 6?
- well were close. i guess. o__O

34. Where does no. 9 live?
- kampung warisan. cpt la. kata nak serang

35. What colour does no. 4 like?
- kin likes green tak silap. eh hana?

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
- yes bebeh

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
- ouh yeah (bagi gf dia la)

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
- he's on his way back home and gonna online anytime soon hehe