Sunday, September 30, 2012

gravity : a reality?

It's one of those nights-
Where I'm so lost in a blunder of emotions, thoughts, feelings - most which I cannot fathom and feed my soul enlightenment.
Lately, this chamber in which my mind has so oftenly traveled has been made a permanent abode for escapism.

As the light of day crept it's way into the corners of my room, lighting it up, burning the skin that's exposed and unhidden from the quilts that enveloped my body, I will awake with the thought of you inviting me to that sweet escape again. My eyes still shut, I'd trace the shape of your lips, your eyes, the bridge of your nose and all the way to the strong feature of your jaw, slowly finding my way back to slumber as I was painting my canvas.

I try my best to lock the door to that room. Because once I'm in it, I would be lost. Detached.
It's a dangerous place, it is. But I find myself coming back, wanting for more.
It's beautiful. And it's poisonous.

Saturday, September 29, 2012

to give

Oh God I wish I could give you everything.

Because you are oh so worth it.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

love letter to the future

Dear University Applications,

I hope you're good enough.
I hope the mailing materials will reach safely.
I hope that you promise me a bright future ahead.
You've caused me so much stress, I guess it was due to the fact that I didn't have much time to prepare all of these things, it's just so... overwhelming. Or maybe that's just my hormones speaking.
Fingers crossed. Let's just hope I hear some good news in the few next months.

A very troubled and paranoid girl.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

2 days of celebration

Things to do with your sweetheart;

  • smile at each other.
  • share everything. well, most things like food, books, clothes(?), stories, opinions, hugs, music, kisses, etc.
  • watch a horrible movie together. and complain about how horrible it is. but love it anyway because you're with your significant other. less horrible.
  • snap photos.
  • travel places. doesn't have to be far, honestly an aimless drive would do.
  • spontaneous activities like opting for the zoo instead of the cinemas.
  • read them your favorite poems.
  • experiment in the kitchen together.
  • kiss him when he's mad.
  • kiss him twice when he's not.
  • do silly things that you would probably do with your best friend.
  • have an early day. go to breakfast together, grocery shopping afterwards maybe?
  • send random messages to each other.
  • lay down and relax, listen to each others' exhales.

Half a year.
6 months.
182.621 days.
262974 minutes.
15778440 seconds.

And with every heartbeat, my love for you grows stronger.

Friday, September 07, 2012

Shahey and Mawi

Skype sessions are the best! Especially when you're really far from the other person. 
It's really nice because you get to see the other party. 
We don't have to talk.
Just seeing the other person doing whatever it is they're doing is enough.

This one's for Mawiah The Sheep. Here you go cupcake!
And of course, the ever gedik Mr. Shahey <3 p="p">

Hihi. He's on a mission to dig up everyone's dirty laundry in California.
Just look at that face~

Monday, September 03, 2012

menghitung hari