Wednesday, December 19, 2012

mon amie chère,

All I would like to say is,

Alhamdulillah for the past nine months.
Bismillah for the times ahead.
InsyaAllah for the future.


Monday, December 03, 2012


It was like sipping on fine tea and suddenly choking on that gum you were chewing beforehand.

I came to sudden realization about that promise I made myself all those years ago.
A pledge I took ever so seriously, altering the choices I made that could possibly change the shape of my personality - the person that I am today.

It was a promise to protect.
To protect myself from the things that could cause me ache.
To protect my heart from getting lost, for I feared if it were to go astray, it could never find its way back.
To protect. And to protect is to hide the key to that garden which lies deep inside, only for the Chosen one to reside.

How was I not aware?
How could I forget?
Could this be the answer?

Can I keep my promise?

Does the boot fit?

Am I still lost at sea or have I found an island?